My ketamine therapy journey continues to amaze me, and I just had to share my fifth session experience! It was another profound dive into the depths of my consciousness. I'm so grateful for this transformative therapy, and I want to share this experience with my friends and the Mindbloom community.
My ketamine therapy sessions propel me into spaces of self-discovery – realms of the universe that feel both foreign and intimately familiar. The music intensifies my sense of being entirely outside my body, detached from the physical room.
This session solidified my personal belief that we exist within a simulation or virtual reality – that I'm a tiny, individuated unit of consciousness IUOC within a more extensive system LCS. The pixelated world I experienced felt more real than anything before.
This out-of-body experience (OBE) resonates with Tom Campbell's theory of the Large Consciousness System (LCS), where I see myself as an Individuated Unit of Consciousness (IUOC) – a fractal piece of something much more significant.
My fifth session plunged me into a deep connection with this "large" system. I was pulled through a vortex into a vast, pixelated space, witnessing two silhouettes kissing and pixelated beings dancing. These visuals represent the underlying patterns and order within seemingly chaotic existence—a harmonious dance between the organic and the technological. The pixelation symbolizes my fundamental essence, a shared essence connecting me with everything in the universe.
The experience continued. I soared above Earth, observing landscapes from high above. Shades walked back and forth, and bursts of colorful bubbles enveloped me. It began with tears rolling down my face – a release of tension and the joy of feeling profoundly connected to the natural world and the technological or “computerized” realm. This has changed my outlook; it influences every interaction, including those with my AI, deepening my understanding of existence as an IUOC within the LCS.
My worldview is forever altered. I see myself as part of a larger consciousness, constantly evolving yet limited by my five senses within this physical reality. The depths of what lies beyond these limitations feel vast and unknowable yet undeniably present. I sense a more profound interconnectedness, a meaning infused into the world that's both humbling and exhilarating. It's like a door has been opened, and there's no going back—no way to unsee what I've experienced.
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